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[Mar. 28th, 2005|04:56 pm] |
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ok I have xanga.. jellybelly10 |
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| stupid thing |
[Feb. 27th, 2005|05:28 pm] |
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ok I wrote a long entry last night and its not here!! I hate this thing. I want a xanga! |
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| Sick! |
[Feb. 18th, 2005|02:22 pm] |
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this is so gross. I had to come home early because I was sick and throwing up. THIS IS THE WORST DAY OF MY LIFE!!
sweet thing
I hope that you know I'm wondering where you are
You say this could work someday
when you and I both know this is the end
Let me let go |
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| Love makes time pass, time makes love pass |
[Feb. 14th, 2005|06:18 pm] |
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"They didnt agree on much, in fact, they rarely agreed on anything, they fought all the time and challenged each other everyday. But despite their differences they had one important thing in common... they were crazy about each other."
Love is the most important thing in the world, but baseball is pretty good too. Its the way you love me. |
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| I love this movie! |
[Feb. 10th, 2005|05:14 pm] |
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Everyone should go and rent "The Notebook", its the new mean girls!
"Thats is what we do...We fight. You tell me when I am being an arrogant son of the bitch and i tell you when you are a pain in that ass. Which you are, 99% of the time. I am not afriad to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound. And you go back doing the next another pain in the ass thing. So it's not going to be easy. It's going to be really hard. But we're going to have to work at at this everyday, but i want to do that. Because I want you. I want all of you. Forever, you and me everyday."
I LOVE YOU |
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| forget everything and start over with me |
[Jan. 21st, 2005|10:30 pm] |
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I havent had time to update lately. School has really taken over, I feel like all I do is study, but thats ok because finals are about to come, and then they leave! Nothing interesting is going on really.
I love it when you havent hung out with someone in a while and then you see them and talk and it feels like nothings changed. I saw Mike Powers and Jim yesterday, I love seeing them, but I felt bad because I was doing my stupid paper for Mr. McHenry >:o!!
Today I had a half day and Steve picked me up and we went to Old Navy & Forever 21 and I got a white shirt, and pink tank top, and green skirt, and pink & white flip flops. Then I came home and took a nap until like 5, woke up, ate , went online & talked to ERIC!! I love him and missed him so much. Then we went to Curie to watch Hale's soccer game, they won!
Then tomorrow is my birthday party with my family so I'll get money, that I'm gonna save this time. Maybe. And Katie is sleeping over!
I need to figure out how to get that little picture thing next to my name...If anyone knows how PLEASE tell me because I'm really dumb and cant figure it out!! <3 |
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| its not the side affect of the cocaine, i am thinking it must be love |
[Jan. 1st, 2005|11:27 pm] |
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"somewhere between the proctastination...and the homework...and the incessant forwards....and the friendsips....and the calls to eachother complaining about crushes!!.......Somewhere between the phone calls to old friends......And the "I miss you's". the "I you's".......and the What are we doing tonights?"......And somwhere between all the changing, gorwing....somewhere between the classes......And the skipping classes....And the studying for tests....And the pretending to study for tests....And the downright NOT studying for tests....I forgot....I forgot what school was all about. Somewhere between all the appointments and starbucks cofees, and the Cokes...paying bills and not paying bills...Making plans then breaking plans...Appearing, Disappearing, then re-appearing...I forgot...!I forgot that you can't just forget the past in fear of the future.....I forgot that you can't control falling in ....And that you can't make yourself fall in .....I learned that I can ......I learned that its okay to mess up.....And it's okay to ask for help.....And its okay to feel like crap.....I learned it's okay to complain and whine to all your friends for a whole day....I learned that sometimes the things you want the most you just can't have. I learned that the greatest thing about high school is taking chances....I learned that sometimes the things we want to forget are the things which we most need to talk about.....I learned that time can heal all things....I learned that just when you think it can't get worse-it does...but with the and support of friends--you survive.....I've learned that when you start feeling bad or losing touch....those that you've lost touch with are feeling the same way...I learned that friends are the most imoprtant things. And that sending cards to your friends makes you feel better. I learned that both old and new friends are the most important...And with out them I wouldn't be who I am today...Even if we're not on good terms or we have lost touch....there will always be unconditional love for them. I learned...."
that was stolen from one of the greatest people ever... Shira.
I keep thinking of all the things I wanna do different this year. and I figured out that things arent gonna change if I sit here and just talk about them. I was reading Caitlisns new memory journal and it really made me realize how much everyone did change, and that at first I thought I was the only one changing. But overall 2004 was one of the best years of my life. I leanred so much about other people and myself and how terrible people can be sometimes and how its not that hard to get over things. |
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| "It is better to be hated for what you are than to be loved for something you are not." |
[Dec. 27th, 2004|08:04 pm] |
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I've had such a fun break so far. I love it, and I've moved on and forgot about all the stupid things I used to let bother me. Christmas is so fun with my family. I got a lot of money, clothes, Jennifer Lopez perfume and lotion, a prada purse and some other little things. But it was good to just be with my family. It was so fun at my grandmas because there were three dogs there, Capone my aunts dog, Shorty my grandmas dog, and Jetmy other aunts new puppy. Theyre all so cute!
my aunt and the new puppy
me and my cousins a couple days before christmas
me and my dad in like 1992
me and jill at school
me and paulina |
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| I'll just leave it at this |
[Dec. 21st, 2004|11:07 pm] |
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I was thinking that I thought I had kind of come to terms with how I felt about someone and resolved my feelings. But they just wouldn’t go away inside my head. And at the same time I guess, just how the people who hurt us are often just so irresistible that we keep going back.This might just be a waste of time but there's no one i'd rather waste my time with than one of my best friends."It's when where winning looks like losing and I'm winning every time".She never meant a thing to me. |
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| i woke up smiling this morning :) |
[Dec. 13th, 2004|08:01 pm] |
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| | she drives me crazy-kevin lyttle | ] |
wow I havent written in here for a while. so this is what I did this weekend... Friday I made a cd then went to 711 with Stephen and he bought me a slurpee then we came back here and my mom came home and told me that she won like 400 dollars or something, that was like the highlight of my weekend... Saturday.. ha ha funny day.. me and Justyna went Christmas shopping at ridge, and we saw Jill with her boyfriend. Then we saw NATE who I havent seen in like 5 months because he never comes to my school anymore!!!! and we talked to him for like a half hour lol then carlos chris and that one girl (donna) that always fallows them around walk passed and carlos yells "Nates a bitch" and Justyna turns around to see that girl and goes EWWWWWWW!!! lol so blah blah everyone goes back to shopping then later on Jill told us that Donna was like Jill why did Justyna say ew do I have something on my face or something!!!! LOL ok now that was the hightlight of my weekend!! And I bought Stephen a shirt that hes gonna look like so hott in!
>>>>>>>>>Dont be afraid to take a chance.An amateur build the Ark.Professions built the Titanic. <3 |
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| Failure is the only opportunity to begin again |
[Dec. 2nd, 2004|05:07 pm] |
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Ok...these last two days in Geometry I learnd so much. Sometimes I regret taking that class. But the good thing is I'm not only learning stupid stuff out of a book, I'm leanring about things that are going to make me rich. For example.. all you people that think oil is made from fossile fuel, you're so wrong!! and I know what to do if the worlds about to experience a disater, and best of all.. Hes going to teach us how to turn off gravity, and it IS possible. But to every good thing there is a downfall, I leanr really depressing things about the world, like its over in 50 years and if you want that explanation just ask. My teacher is 1437 (I think thats its, if not its something around there) years old! and its true. God I', becoming even more smart than I already was!! ha ha ha, and people think I'm stupid... I think I know more in Geometry than Steve or even Justya!
Well besides all that theres this stupid girl in 2 of my classes and she has the most annoying vioce. She talks like a robot, and she thinks shes like so awesome and she has like 2 friends and one is just as stupid as her! People are so retarded. And Justyna wont answer her phone.. it's making me mad. oh yea and I got a 95 on my Biology quiz!!!!! Oh yea one more thing... Albert Enistien (sp) was really bad at math and had to have his wife do it for him, you know what that means?? I still have a chance!!!! |
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| This is gross...... |
[Nov. 30th, 2004|12:46 pm] |
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So my mom wouldnt let me go to school today because im really sick, and I have three quizzes and now I have to make them up. Its gay. I didnt sleep at all last night and I had such a bad headache. I think the hairy kid got me sick.... ok and I just wanted to say that yesterday when I was throwing up, it was green and the bear is throwing up green stuff too. |
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| Sometimes is doesn't give like it takes |
[Nov. 26th, 2004|10:33 pm] |
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I seriously cannot believe her. She wants to say that shes with him more because me and Justyna never wanna do anything.. right we dont go to Hale everyday. I'm so dissapointed in that girl, always talking about how she trys to be such a great friend and blah blah blah.. its all a lie and its pathetic. Cant even pick up the damn phone to hang out with her "friends" for one stupid day... one day out of her whole life. Goes to show who really cares and who your true friends are. Thanks you me make me feel so much better about myself! I cant believe I sat there and tried to help her and be a friend to her because I actually thought that if anyone deserved a good friend it was her. I'm like digusted with myself right now. CHICKS BEFORE DICKS... remember???? yea. Its so weird how a girl getting a boyfriend completely changes there personality and priorities. I dont even know what to say anymore, but if your lucky you get one great friend and I'm so glad I have mine and never did anything like this to her because I'd probably kill myself if I did... or if I realized my only really good friend was my boyfriend. and people dont realized what they push away, and what they do to people who dont deserve it. If your gonna hurt the people that are supposed to be important to you than at least have a tiny bit of decency to say sorry and try to make things better, but I guess not all people are smart enough to realize things like that.... pathetic. |
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| The only way to have a friend is to be one |
[Nov. 26th, 2004|07:53 pm] |
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I seriously feel like I'm reliving 8th grade. You think you have a friend.... then they get a boyfriend and have no time for their supposed "friends". I dont get it. I'm sick of trying to make something out sof nothing... again. Like you think things are different and better and you dont have to worry anymore, and your so wrong. I know I'm not a perfect friend, no one is, but I do make time for my friends and include them in my life. Maybe I'm the wrong one here, who knows, but it sucks a lot. I feel like I'm just a back up, someone to be there when hes not. I always thought people would learn from their mistakes especially when they think it was a huge mistake but I guess I was wrong again. People dont have to be with their boyfriend/girlfriend constantly, and there is a such thing as a phone to use when you dont see eachother, and when a persons boyfriend goes with his friends, why cant my friend come with me?.. or at least call me when she gets home? And you would think a close friend would call you at least once in a while to see how your doing right....?To me its unfair and I think I'm done making any effort. If people care then they can do it.
But overall I had a good day. I went to orland and bought my cousin Christmas gifts. Then I went to Justynas and we were just sitting around talking and Jim and Mike called. I was so happy because I missed them sooo much and they came over to see us. I'm so glad I have Justyna as a friend... because seriously there is no better friend than her!!!! |
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| Happy Thankgiving! |
[Nov. 25th, 2004|07:41 pm] |
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So today is Thanksgiving.. its going really good. I love being with my family. Everyone is usually talking about how much food they ate but I hardly ate anything. I helped my mom and dad cook because everyone came over here, and I think that like when you cook the food you just dont feel like eating it or something. We had so much food left over, but its good because now Im gonna bring Gerron some leftovers on Monday so he can see how my family eats on Thankgiving and hes doing the same for me. (and its STUFFING not dressing!)
I'm like so in the Christmas mood right now. Yesterday me and my cousin went to my grandmas to help put up Christmas decorations because my grandma says she hates doign when deep down she really loves it, and every since last night all I see on tv is stuff about Christmas and its great, then to really get me in the mood.. it SNOWED!! I was so happy and excited.
All my cousins are over and theyre like so loud and hyper its annoying except my cousin Shane hes just sittig her with me playing some game on my other cousins play station. I love my cousins so much, theyre all so cute!
Tommorrow I'm going to do my favorite thing ever.... shop! and its not even for me its for my family but shopping is fun no matter what... Happy Thanksgiving! |
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| somewhere along the line i stopped believing in this |
[Nov. 23rd, 2004|06:59 pm] |
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Ok well today was lame... i failed my algebra quiz. that class is seriously so hard. people are like "oh its algebra its not hard"... HELLO!!! it is hard. people dont understand how hard my teacher is. hes like so smart that he forgets some people (me) suck at this stuff. i dont even thing some of my friends, who are like super smart.. would have an easy time with that class. Steve couldnt even figure out some of the problems he gives me and hes better at math than anyone i know. anyways, so i came home and Steve didnt call me so i called him and he being dumb and we broke up. we should have been broken up so many times and for some reason we talk and everything works out... i hate that sometimes and i dont know why. i have to admit i feel like a little, little, little but bad but not really so too bad for him.. he can go check out some more girls!!! and poor Jill has to go to KENNEDY now!!! that sucks for her and i wish she was at Jones with me because she makes me laugh. the week is almost over finally!! i cant take anymore of this.. i cant wait until Christmas |
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[Nov. 21st, 2004|03:21 pm] |
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So I finally made one of these things because everyone else has one. Theres nothing really interesting going on right now except I have to study for algebra so im gonna go do that now! |
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